Fall down, rise up

Ah, and here we are a whopping two weeks later! Well, I'm not going to let this blog falter like my other ones did! Two weeks seems like a while but really for me it's a fine time to update. Though I wish I'd filled you in over reading week...even though it consisted mostly of attempted (and oft-successful) relaxation.

But now, it's back to the grind. First order of business: the internship. I got it. Bam baby! And like I said, once that's outta the way there's a HUGE weight off my shoulders. I felt good all week, real good, but today just seemed like a shitty day back. It's weird though because here and there I snap into these realizations: "maybe it was just "a day back." Back to the school, back to the grind, back to the long days in the edit suites and in stuffy classrooms coupled with the fact that it was BEAUTIFUL outside today...I thought that that my misery had returned but it's kind of one of those things were as I type these ramblings I realize...well shit man. All that work...all that coming off seven days of seeing friends old and new, and lazing around with TV, movies and video games, and exciting escapades and birthday dinners and good food and good conversation and stories to tell!

Today was a day back from a very relaxing break..it wasn't the return of that real-world anxiety/depression that I was experiencing, or that overworked exhaustion...it was just a day to adjust back to the routine. By the end of the week I'll be right as rain again.

Sure the workload's piling up...and sure I'm still a bit scared of what the real-world has to offer me as I get closer and closer to that portal outta post-secondary education world...but the internship's in the bag...some main fears have been allayed. I'm just...readjusting.

There's so much more to come, so much more to see, and all within just a few weeks.

Am I ready?

As I will ever be.

Peace, love and singing in harmony,
Joey